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Saturday, September 26, 2009

don't speak

such a long hiatus from blogging. i realised that most of my friends' blogs are also stagnating. shows that most of us are having stagnant lives not blog-worthy about or just plain lazy. haha. work has been quite hectic, squeezing me dry more than a wrangler. why??

cos humans nvr satisified with their lives. always want do more, improve their surroundings, earn more, achieve more. thats why.

i survived ahm. haha.

AOH was quite good. of course the rehearsals and stuff was terrbile, dunno what they thinking and along the way, 4 robots spoil but at least eat rice, no salt.

then came F1. haha or F1 is here to be more accurate. somehow, i escaped SB on SB week. WIN =)

upcoming eodcc support. at least i can breathe easier after 5oct. all the best.

time to read. haha i think i need to coccon myself and repair my body. haha. who reads all this anyway?????

updated 8:41 PM


Thursday, August 13, 2009

books`

finally a day wheere i dun have to travel all over the place to get my assignments done. phew. reading the ethics of climate change now. apparently this book isnt those conventional book that just goes on and on about the climate changing for the worse, the world getting hotter and all countries joining Atlantis. instead it brings about points regarding morality, justifications, consistency all relating to human decisions and what we do. its pretty cool, considering the fact that many of these are either staring at us in the face n plain sight or that we are subconsciously making those decisions. like what is our real purpose here. are we all part of a larger system that has its own objectives for us to achieve for them while we go through our goals and aims for that purpose unknown to us. and the consistency of life taking and how ridiculous it actually is. abortion and murder. both involves taking lives, nbut only murder is being punished for. some will say that abortion is just removing cells, or that a human life has yet to start so it wont be considered as life-taking. alright. then what about the capital punishment for murder. we take away another life cos the murderer took a life and he is punished by it. then who punishes the one who takes the murderer's life?

yeah. sometimes i really want to read but i'm so tired that i probably wont understand the book but just look at the words and glaze my eyes over. and i have once again slapped myself in the face for making inappropriate chocies.

Apparently: Inadequate knowledge leads to inaccurate planning, and so incompetency of the forecaster. sigh.

updated 1:20 PM


Sunday, August 02, 2009

planning

long time since i last updated, so much has been happening, that i usually end up having a bad headache trying to fit everything nicely. my original planning is going to the dumps ever since i inserted that new commitment. sigh. hope everything works out fine. they always do.

updated 11:29 AM


Wednesday, July 01, 2009

erosion

there's alot to straighten out, so much to juggle, many things to balance. to try tilt the scales in favour of balance, that itself is already a arduous task. yet, as i constantly seek perfection and skill in this aspect, it feels as though i'm slowly wearing myself down. then when everything equals out, that impeccable sense of satisfaction feels you to such extent, that you just bask in that success. only to have it recharge you and so you can repeat it all over. such ups and downs of the mind is seriously complicated.

to have so many doors to choose as to having only one archway for you to pass, which is the lesser of two evils?

making a choice and not making one, is also an option in its own way.

okay i think i'm just ranting and blabbing. lols.

updated 8:45 PM


Sunday, June 14, 2009

overcast skies

combat shoot on tues was kinda lol. day shoot still satisfactory, night shot like shooting stars. lol. kinda felt like a long and tight week. so much to do and so much to do. and so much to do. thankfully i've got the books to keep me occupied. hah. i see my upcoming schedules i also lost-ed. dunno how to plan or forecast sia. jialat. maybe ncap has to wait then i guess. friday was qutie shiok. breakfast at bedok in the morning short training in afternoon and the day's over. haha. IT fair wasnt really much though. but super nice friday. =) weather has been dam shiok over the weekends. keep it up. i can do with some rain. seriously. lols

updated 11:50 AM


Saturday, June 06, 2009

critical

"Haven't you seen a play before?"

Sigh. the past few weeks has been quite a blur since we're short on manpower and so we are kinda drained, shagged. and happily activated for false alarm. zZz. so tired. and my fingers have this weird tingling feeling. dunno whats wrong with my body. another condition to add to the list i suppose. anyway, went to borders today since got that 25% voucher thing.bought one book, couldnt decide if i wanted to buy another one, put it back and just decided that i really want the 2nd book after all. nabei. tmr have to go down again. alright since i'm falling sick, maybe i shall carry on and wait for mc.

"I thought I'd be a loser if i showed my sadness

That's why I always put up a front."

updated 11:40 PM


Saturday, May 09, 2009

can't get you out of my head

havent been blogging for a week or so. time is crawling. isn't it supposed to fly when you're busy? fk.

lunch with the wushu ppl was pretty awesome. haha bitching with chen lao shi was quite fun and post lunch was great. good break from army. at least it provided respite.

i'm pleasantly surprised too by some superiors. for once i was actually respected and given due consideration. instead of having to fill up another hole not caused by me, i actually was spared enduring the brunt of it. amazing. stocktake was not too bad but it would be good to maintain the store as it is till i hand over. hah. who am i kidding.

i'm thankful for the added companty i've found in others sans my own platoon mates. after a whole day of deconflicting, de-arrowing and bulleting, the last thing i want would be to still see them after work. thanks guys. and its another busy week ahead.

i'm always harping on my same old issues but again, there's nth wrong to inject life into a good topic. always, we work and slog our guts out for close to half a life time to just achieve what? our dreams. the lofty ones that we wanted and whimed for. but at the end of the day, are they gg to come true? because we cant or is it because we have lost sight of them.

the world's getting messed up again... haha

updated 12:30 AM


Thursday, April 30, 2009

check this hand

busy weeks.... support eodcc, sweeps, marching rehearsals and finally formation parade. hooray? no... stock take coming up. lol. hopefully we're doing enough to get us across. hah! the news came earlier than expected. but i was expecting it alr anyway.

steping back from sweeping the place. and for once, i din break a sweat managing the stores. cos i was doing ONLY my stores. haha. i thnik what we all need sometimes is personal time. time for us to do our own things, without a care for other things, and to just slack. (a.k.a nua) my long overdue massage has yet to be deilvered. i wonder if i can call fedex since they live to deliver. but dun think they can manage a massage. freaking tight shoulders.

at least lady gaga is helping to relieve some stress. and so is unlimtied sky. hah.
thanks ah. hope all goes to plan. wait. that hasnt really happened. usually it goes according to worst-case possible scenarios that i've imagined. so in short, i cant really be surprised alr.

updated 11:45 PM


Thursday, April 16, 2009

hooray!

ytd was the final day of the interschool wushu competitions. haha i dam fking happy la. c boys double champs for group category and overall c division boys champs. =) well done guys. haha c girls and b girls also champs. then b boys third. but their gourp weapon champ dam shiok =) vj got double second this year overall. good job ppl. haha ytd was just madness. everyone kept flipping jumping everywhere. even coaches also joined in. just imba la. dinner too.

went to sleep ytd night aching all over and in pain also. but smiling hahaha
today uds. zzz everyone not arnd means i just sleep sleep sleep and eat. nabei. haha i think i eat alot alot when i in pain.

now my weekends are more cleared up. looking forward to saturday. nice week so far.

updated 7:09 PM


Saturday, April 04, 2009

infinite

there's always an infinite number of things we want to do, an infinite number of things we have to do, and they usually don't concur with each other but a super finite amount of time to complete all of them. i don't really know where to start from but i think effort is a good place to start from.

its related to ippt. lol every unit also want everyone to aim and achieve all gold. (usually impossible) and to get that bloody gold, we crucially need that 9.45 for 2.4km. and why would we push so hard for it. that $200 isnt really that much an incentive. sometimes it isn't the carrot dangling there that gets ppl gg. sometimes its more abt one's own drive and motivation. where does this come from? the environment plays a big role.

i have craving for soyabean milk now. zzz. if only got car can drive to geylang there and buy.

why are we pushing purselves so ahrd for? is it worth it? when we choose the amt of effort to do sth, does it mean that they are of no equal importance? prob so. even if they were equally impt, is the effort gg to bring us sth that will justify it?

there's so much to work out in the bloody head. sianed. and there's not really much room for mistakes. push on.

moving on:

ppl who are injured, get well soon, and my deepest condolences to those arnd me who have lost their loved ones.

updated 1:31 AM


Wednesday, April 01, 2009

cleared

alright. with the start of today's wushu comp, i've cleared out another thing from my weekends. ytd passed driving lo. so my weekends are more easy on me and on my wallet too. haha ernest and darren din win but dun so sad la. hahaha dam funny. they nvr win then super saded. where got so easy win one? hahaha. work harder for next year lo. to the rest, press on and good luck for the remaining events. jiayou.

we're finally drawing a line and putting a wall up. work shall stay as work and why shld we accomodate others at the expense of ourselves?

updated 10:11 PM


Wednesday, March 25, 2009

why?

took 1/2 day off today and din stay out lols cos PC ...

yeah. everytime i take off is always for wushu haha. and today msg ang asked me. wah you take off for wushu ah. why ah. haha need ask meh? simply cos i'm much much happier there? even though i ache, and the kids do give me probs sometimes, i am much much happier there. yeah simple as that.

and why are things reverting again. though i didnt expect much in the first place. haha if i believed them, i would be a retard. but of course NOT.

and wth. " yah. i'm team 5's medic." i almost KAPOED my medic. its TEAM 3!! lol

updated 10:11 PM


Wednesday, March 18, 2009

is it too late

i feel really quite tired and all having to shoulder so much.

and i think i shld be a forecaster instead. cos i foresaw everything that has happened till now. having come so far alone, do i really need it? my fire has alr dwindled down to a candle flame. when i question myself, i alr noe the answer. cos i'm so tired and expanded that it doesn't matter anymore. do i want to give it another shot?

sometimes the wushu coaching sessions and lessons are prob another avenue for me to channel all my passion and energy to. when i see their improvement, i feel that its all worth it. even if i get so worn out and beat at the end of it. in addition to all those near misses and cuts with aches, i can say that i will still do it. do me proud ppl.

i may just go for it to take me away from all the things in camp. i just dun wanna care anymore.

updated 9:05 PM


Sunday, March 15, 2009

sianed

now i'm still considering wehter i shall go for wushu for like 1hr later cos i woke up so late. LOL. i think i really old liao. haha aching all over. the part in the previous post abt me wanting to go for physio somehow nvr materialised but instead i go chiong wushu. haha. jialat. feel dam lazy to travel. my driving lessons are dam irritating. they jsut take a big chunk of my pay and time too. NCAP is quite far away. buona vista. wah lau. haha but i want it so see how la~

updated 10:34 AM


Wednesday, March 11, 2009

messed up

come back from bock leave dun feel like like working at all and more champion one. standby and training week kenah swopped. so end up all my plans like dam messed up. and plus i think i need go physio soon. feel my body dam shagged out liao. wushu, swimming plus unit pt. think gg to peng liao. feel like zombie everyday. lols. knn. cant wait for this week to end. i'm not the only one anyway =)

sigh. lol.

updated 8:22 PM


Tuesday, March 03, 2009

BREAK =D

haha hooray. got a good break to relax and chill =) haha good way to end the week. after display went round shopping. walked alot sia. when yc came, haha started to rain. jialat sia. still cant find bag. lol. ended up gg to steamboat for dinner. lol. its quite classic but good. haha

monday steamboat again. hahaha.
and good break. finally. though i would want to slack maybe at genting or cameron awhile. hahaha lol

and while i was away... haha >>>

heng ah. but again, since next week is standby week, i dam scared later i curse myself come true. cos i havent respond yet!! haha nabei. all the best la. my turn will come =)

till then, its one week of break, rest and fun!

updated 9:14 PM


Saturday, February 28, 2009

i am dam bloody drained and tired. and yet work still goes on. i've been at it for the whole week and probably going on till dunno when. things keep piling on and on. and its really trying on ur mental strength when everything i do is so much mental work. physical is to execute the mentals. and today, "he" just had to take his time and make me RTU so dam late. and my food is spoilt cos i ended up cooking at home myself and the noodles somehow were alr spoilt. really not in the mood to cook or anything alr. so i just feel dam bloody dulan, tired, hungry, angry, and everything else. a bloggable entry abt a good book has fallen to this uninteresting rant. wow.

updated 11:30 PM


Sunday, February 08, 2009

all smiles

its has been quite a good week i can say. haha. monday was messy chaotic and just mind boggling. next monday is pasar malam (aka stores everything out). dun even want to see the scene play out. haha imagine if i really activate on monday. FUNFAIR! =D haha the others gna kill me soon. haha i got suay mouth.

shafting lasted only approx 2days and that was quite staggered with card playing and drinking games plus the macs supper. ppl go outfield slim down , i think its the exact opposite for me. haha. okay la. doing stores wasnt such a bitch as i thought. one thing i really like is that when we do stores, everyone in the platoon hands on. be it staff or 3sgts. ALL HANDS ON DECK. dam good. chop chop. haha then went for our dim sum. eat until dam funll and cheap also. and thats ALL for the week !

haha friday was again at ah yat seafood. lols 3rd time in the yr liao. food food food. haha not bad la. lo hei again. say anything but shen yi xing long. hahaha taboo in the unit. lunch was sushi tei with marilyn and walking arnd. haha long time no see alr. hahaha. then bumbped into sylvia. this one is SUPER long no see. haha caught up abit while waiting for the others. after dinner then went to raffles hotel for ice cream at raffles creamery.

today out with yongchao. walked town din buy anything though. haha. dinner with coaches. haha some time no see alr. had good time laughing arnd and its really busy year ahead. haha cant wait la. today ended well!

so all and in everything, i had a pretty or dam bloody good zhai smiley week haha. =D smile man. yeah.

updated 1:54 AM


Saturday, January 31, 2009

Bop Bop Baby

hmm. mambo on wed. fun. restaurant lunch before that at shaw tower with the rest of the platoon. thursday off. good good. haha. just came back from chingay. got imba standing position and quite fun and cool to see the entire set-up. haha. quite tired alr though. feels like i'm updating for the sake of it only. zzz.

i realised i've been reading books which are abt life, thrills and also ppl whose husbands die, or wives die, or sth like that and try to find love. and always succeed. i think thats why these books are in the fiction section. ok. thats quite random. everytime i borrow some book with some zhai insights and writings, i will be bloody busy that week, leaving me absolutely no time to read it.

nowadays i keep thinking, thinking and rethinking if what i planned out and wanted for is right. quite retard that is. facebook seems to be invading into everybody's lives. everyone noes where u went to in a few hours after the event. my team is quite a sad case or a pathetic flop or what, i try not to fall into the pit. lol. i think i've been rubbishing enough arnd here.

anyway, on an entirely different note. i hope whatever it is, it will just go back as it was and leave all the keigo out.

updated 12:00 AM


Sunday, January 11, 2009

beauty of the world

was watching this on benchen's blog earlier. made me think and feel that there is so much more out there in the world to be seen, felt, heard and experienced. and when everyone started dancing together and happily laughing, it reminded me that there are still many things to smile about even in the hard times ahead. all around the world. the background music is also nice.

goal: earn enough money to travel around the world with family and friends

7 books on my study table. lets see if i can manage to read them all in these 2 weeks. so much to do this year. haha i need an organiser and psp. need is the keyword. and also recover from my finger injury. haha if the finger was a seperate entity, i would have shouted at it in daniel loh's voice. "you take your time!!"

wish: let my body's injuries recuperate in full.

there's also quite alot of things gg on arnd me and so many things to contemplate and plan for my own future. i hope i've calculated everything right and that everything goes according to plan. haha coupled with army now, its abit hard to get it done. but i've expanded my horizon just by listening to experiences shared by the seniors too.

hope: everything to go as planned.

jonko reminded/told me that this is my blog so i shld do whatever i want here. haha true man. type what i want and say what i feel. its after all MY blog!

want: be happy.

i think i will book in feeling happy. somehow it has been a nice way to end the week. smile.

=))

updated 5:58 PM


Saturday, January 10, 2009

donald duck

these few days just a mad rush. live firing, platoon dinner, gifts. i feel like i tanked so much that i am just flat out. din want to get out of bed this morning. the whole week left me with no time to read books even. whiners in camp, slackers in office just saps your strength out. the feeling of chucking a barrel at them keeps resurfacing that i wonder when i will really do that. feel like snapping back at ppl for a change instead of just listening and watch people wallow in self pity or just being pathetic.

friday mess provided breakfast, quite nice and zhai. dinner was some buffet at holiday inn- atrium. not really worth it but at least the treat as incomings to the platoon din burn me too badly.

okay. actually i am feeling dam bloody dulan. the need to rant just overwashes the mood to blog properly. the feeling of exasperation at how some people work is just disturbing.

alright. maybe a swim or sth next week. this week is just messed-up.

updated 11:30 AM


Saturday, December 27, 2008

The Whole World Over

i'm feeling disorganized as i type this entry since so much has been happening over the days that i have left this blog dormant. starting with myself, my finger isn't recovering much and the occasional thoughts that pop into my head (that i may never be able to regain its full usage) does haunt me every now and then. i'll prob see the doctor/sinseh tmr again. its disturbing to find that the strength from my left side is reduced to such a large extent. actually i think the left side is damned with bad luck. the ring finger getting smashed in sec4, then my left ankle. yes. that left ankle. even though i've long recovered from my sprain, kenneth noticed that i was still limping. the body must have readjusted my balance to my right side which i was already inclined to in the first place. next time, look at ur shoe pads, the side which is more worn out is the side ur body tilt towards. i corrected that posture in jc2, but since its back, that must be the meaning of a lasting injury and future repercussions.

xmas as at zouk mambo. first time ever i clubbed so hard. haha. 11pm to 6am. i think i better stop it soon. having a long break now till sunday.

i'm currently on the book title The Whole World Over by Julia Glass. its quite a good book. the insights it has, the way the author writes and the vocabulary. i might even buy it later on since i would want to read it repeatedly. its so well written i can just imagine the story playing out in front of me. so many scenarios in the book related to the society somehow. one example. ppl always needing their handphones. (its celhphone in the book.) if ppl really really needed to get me they would usually know where to find me wont they? my phone can be for emergency use only. how many contacts we have in our phones do we really contact often and truly care for. maybe a handful? give and take 3. we should have a handphone contacts cleaner. same as the disk cleaner we have on our computers to remove rarely used programs, the same should be done for our contacts too.

i think this topic is touched on in the book Microtrends. Another book i'm waiting to read.

another point is, we are now so tightly packed with appointments and meetings that its almost always like a timetable in our heads, working our brains overtime to fit everyone in as perfectly as possible. yes. everyone in, but yourself. what ever happened to personal time.

now, the luxury for some would be to enjoy a good book, a nice hot drink in a comfy seat, overlooking some nice scenery. okay the last part is hard to get in s'pore anyway. we do need to take a step back, enjoy life and also take pause in our strides for us to see the world around us. but i think its just too fast paced, so might as well just keep up with the race with others.

okay back to my book, maybe i'll have newer stuff to ponder upon.

updated 12:40 AM


Monday, December 15, 2008

reluctanct letting go

today was quite depressing. somehow i felt that way. though the whole bunk was so happy and cheery last night having seen each other back finally. doing hand take over was so fast paced that halfway through i felt like throwing my arms up in defeat and throw everything up to my upperstudy. thankfully, he saved me by guiding me through. and the seniors are all helpful too. my finger is quite irritating too.. not allowing me to exert any strength from my left hand. makes me feel so disabled. get well soon. thank you.

i have decided to cut some things and also let go. it has been a long time and its high time for me to squash the thought that it can return to how it was before i left. i seriously can think of no excuse for you ppl lest death or migration which neither has been the case.

appreciation is seriously lacking and sometimes empathy is also missing. but i guess i've gotten used to it, i'll continue to be so and till one day i fade away, maybe there wont be a change still. i would want to be the golden showers.

at least i can go for camp tmr, which i'm seriously looking forward to. where i'll feel at home and have fun. cheers. yup. i look forward to things i know i'll enjoy. who doesnt.

updated 10:52 PM


Sunday, December 14, 2008

returning

ah. block leave end. gg back soon. mixed feelings. haha. chiong wushu training past few days. its quite a diff feeling to do than to teach. i think i choose doing over teaching. the camaraderie when everyone train tg is just bloody fantastic and shiok. miss those times. training tgt and hanging arnd after that has a nice feel to it. makes me feel at ease. hope i can go camp next week. haha too long nvr do, also injured here and ache there. the 4th and middle finger on left hand are always in a buddy splint. haha just those two. lols. stupid mis-angle.

thanks larry for fixing my comp and stunning me with those news.

clubbed abit, though nowhere like ben's zoukout. hope my dad's warning abt not drinking when injured is just a myth. cos i obviously drank when i was injured.

okay. i'm just feeling dam weird. haha. prob cos i'm poking at the keys and xmas is coming and block leave ending and feeling mixed up.

alright its back in soon and busy life. haha it has been good.

updated 9:50 PM


Sunday, November 16, 2008

fucked up

1. ppl who don't reply
2. students who don't listen and just run amok
3. customer officers who jump to conclusions
4. wasting my weekends on unnecessary chores
5. ppl who stand in my way and block everything

yeah. that explains everything that caused to be in a damn bad mood. my students for once caused me to blow up at them. realised i'm getting dam angry nowadays and bloody bad temper. fucking hell. the whole day i just keep thinking of killing and whacking every damn thing i see.

pissed off

updated 7:30 PM


Tuesday, November 11, 2008

letdown

our drinking session was quite a flop. haha. we need a round 2.


i pondered for awhile before putting that title. its just that for the past few days, i've been sighing alot and being very consistent at that. there's just so much left for me to do that i practically have no personal time. examine comp, buy parts, fix comp. that effectively takes up a hell lot of time and larry doesnt have any spares for me, by no fault of his and that he's now dealing with cars which i found out very surprisingly the other day. its depressing to see that the amount of to-dos are just never ending. sometimes i'm just glad that its book-in time again. being back at ETI certainly doesnt help. staying out this week and i will just say bye to that place.

sometimes, i have a small nagging thought for u ppl to be there to see me. but. it just doesnt really happens does it. jc2 was a major letdown and a pity though the memory will stay as long as i rmb. i have lowered removed my expectations since its always a case of no-show.

last sat had BHCC again. i forget more things yet again. but thats expected anyway. cai lao shi something that really touched our hearts. she was saying stuff abt how close the gang had gotten over the times we spent tgt, and we really missed the times we had in Xi'An. i really believe that it was the best times of our lives tgt. and she was saying that we were like half a son to her. that really meant something. yes. it did. and i thank them alot for all they've given.

more often than not, we are often disappointed, let down by ppl so many times that we just no longer yearn to see them or expect them to be there. just like we dont realise changes that are going arnd us because they change slowly. but here, so many things are obscuring your vision that you don't realise the ppl around u till its alr too late and lost. what's the point of it all in the first place.



this period has been quite a letdown. fuck it.

updated 11:30 PM


Sunday, November 02, 2008

yawnzz

quite a good long break these 2 weeks. haha super long rest. dun feel like gg back army alr. lol. really feel tired just by the thought of it. cohesion with the course ppl was good. though i almost got drunk at st james later on. orange vodka, esp belverdere is strong. hahaha. yuanruo say i did weird stuff. die. then went to unit. quite okay just that half a day there and its block leave till today. lol clubbed again on wed for mambo. wah lau. fri went timbre with ben and clement. my liver really gone alr. ytd do coach recognition award thing till i head block. drank a cup of Baileys. buay tahan alr. hahaha so long nvr drink, it tasted dam good. swam this morning, borrowed books ytd afternoon after wasting time at vj for some homecoming prob more apt for ppl 10 yrs my senior plus plus. they came with their kids. =.= we dam out of place sia. dinner with zfeng. new driving instructor which is many times better than my previous one ytd morning. i realised i jumping everwhere. and i'm broke this mth. sigh.

time to pack bag and read my book. one Baileys shaken coming right up. cheers =)

updated 1:33 PM


Sunday, October 19, 2008

19

thanks to all who wished me on my b'day. coincidental that i was duty i/c for that day as well. LOL. tree trunked by the course and 2 X B'day songs. lol. haha and all those who spamed my facebook wall. nice. =)

weekend was qutie okay. watched movie, and that bugger finally replied. driving instructor. i think i shall wreck his car soon. idiot. lol. course ending soon cant wait.

ytd taught spear. seeing the kids running around with spears, some with no senese of how long their weapon is strikes a certain degree of fear. lol. funfair.

updated 2:17 PM


Sunday, October 12, 2008

irony

came back from pulau senang ytd. well, it was quite a good trip. read about the things happening when i was happily on the island, oblivious to the sliding economy. its quite ironic how i couldnt be bothered about economics when i was studying it in JC but now those words like monetary policy make sense to me. lol. i guess my tutors would be proud that i still retain some of the knowledge they imparted. it really seems quite bad from what i read. but again, when things hit a point low enough, the only way left is up. so thats a optimistic part everyone can look forward to.

today's lifestyle papers was about how to find cheaper lunches for executives, all about saving money. then came this page later on about luxury chocolates and ppl willing to spend $100 a week for them . the great disparity in income for sure. ironic. they shoiuld just give poor me the money.

met up with ben, chengwei on sat. haha they think i'm nuts about bombs. hahaha. i will get brisingr sooon. the book i've been waiting for awhile. haha. alright book in soon. cya

updated 9:15 PM


Sunday, September 28, 2008

voyage

haiz sat driving was jialat. haha spoilt the left side mirror cos i went off course. unprecedented. LOL. got distracted mind just went off and drifted to bombs. LOL. theory test on mon cant blame me. occupational paranoria. i tot someone was shooting at me or some bomb went off and a fragment hit the left window. instructor nvr pay attention also. haha.

went see f1. not bad la. but seeing the same cars zoom by again and again got abit lame after awhile. haha. met up with keith after so long. obviously my hp cam cant catch those fast moving cars. haha. cedele food nice. haha shall go more often =)

























then finally caught up with ronson after damn bloody long. haha. bloody prata place was racist or sth. ask us to wait for prata the next day. nabei. we had gu qi so we just went mac in the end. retarded. SPASTIC.

great night ytd. i am now mugging for the test tmr which has so much to cover. nabei.

updated 4:25 PM



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